Naturally, nothing has really changed. I can't seem to bring myself to read my textbooks! Or practice homework other than for Advanced Accounting. I need to READ. That is my least favorite thing just before group projects [which I absolutely HATE].
I know it's important, so why is it that I can't just do it? I put it aside to do tons of other things like bake, cook dinner, clean up - laundrey, dishes, etc., pick fleas off the dogs ... and yet I refuse to read. I know I should've given more consideration to picking a major when I was graduating high school. If I really wanted to I could've dedicated myself to getting into culinary school, or going the education route to becoming a teacher. But alas, here I am - weeks before graduating UTPA with a BBA in Accounting. Yay :-/ I'm so unhappy with it, and I think that's why I don't want to read a damn chapter in any of my books. I'd rather work out problems. But it's not my decision.
I often find myself thinking about what I could bake/cook next taking into consideration the picky-ness of my big little sis and my dad, all during times that I should be paying attention to lectures. I can't focus because I don't want to. I've been doing this since I got into college. Doing the least bit possible to pass, and not just pass but with A's & B's luckily.
I'm pretty dissapointed in myself. But like I said, within weeks from graduation and well - almost outta here to start whatever I want to. Within reason of course.
My favorite holidays are coming up. But I can't let that get in the way. I haven't passed my classes just yet. I'm passing right now. But there's still 5&1/2 weeks of school left.
Gas update: $2.59 in most areas.
